Danish

My Son

My Son is now 4 years ++ going into 5 this October. He was born on 11 October 2003, just a day before my birthday. Everyone says that he looks more like me compared to his Papa. But I can tell you he like curry so much just like her papa. If I want him to eat, then I have to cook curry, chicken curry, beef curry, egg curry any curry as long as it is curry and taste like curry ( ntah mana datang darah mamak lah my son nih).

At the age of 3years ++ I had already send him to preschool (CEC acronym for Child enrichment Centre). The first day he cried, knowing that I’m going to leave him alone.. he even scream. Second day he cried. 3rd day we promise to take him to Mc Donald for breakfast.. so he seems to be relax a little bit, but when he knew that the father is driving straight to his school after having breakfast at Mc Donald, I saw his face change. But he did not cry…(I’m so happy). Now he hardly waits to go to school, even during the school holiday.

I noticed that he had learn a lot at school at the age of 4 he knows how to read, write simple a, b, c and do simple caclculation. Iwas so amaze.. At his age I only knows how to play Kejar-kejar, baling botol, nyorok-nyorok..main masak-masak etc. Book never cought my attention. Last month while all of us watching tv at my mom’s house in Alor Setar…he was telling my Auntie ( Yang) that he is going to Australia this is how the conversation goes ..

Danish : Tok Lang… School holiday ni Danish nak gi Australia.
Tok Lang : Danish nak gi dengan sapa…?
Danish : Dengan Tok, Tokwan , Mama, Papa, Ayah Cik n Laila la…
Tok Lang : Banyaknyer duit mama Danish nak bawa Danish pi Australia..
Danish : Tak lah.. tok bawa.. tok banyak duit… mama tak cukup duit lagi..

At this point all of us was so ……..and I was like &^*%^$&$&$ budak ni…adaker cakap mama dia tak cukup duit…!!

And the all of us was just LOL….

Budak2 sekarang…creative betul.... and I was telling my husband when I was his age all I know dapat pi KL pon dah rasa macam pi LONDON…!!

My Daughter

Name : Nur Idzlaila Idzfan

nick name : laila or princess

Date of Birth : 17 April 2007

Favorite food : Egg and Nasi

Favorite drinks : Air kosong.

Weight : 12 kg

Favorite activity : Take a bath and change into new cloth

Favorate tv program : Tom-tom Bak

Favorite colour : PINK

Ambition : When i grow up I want to be a princess

My Name is Nur Idzlaila, and the above is my biodata. My mother's name is Djasriza and my Fathers name is Idzfan. I love them so much.... Every day I' will ask my mama to cook me an egg and i hapily take my breakfast in front of tv while watching Tom -Tom Bak. I did ask my mama to take me for Tom-Tom bak audition, but she is to busy to take me there. I've practices alot.. to be ensure that I'll be on air. I know how to sing.. how to spell 'mama' and 'papa'. Uncle Aznil will be so amaze with my talent. My most precious talent is that I can scream so loud.. that everyone will have to shut their ear. I use this as my strategy to get what i want hehehehe.

I'm Back

Wow.. at last I able to push my self to write something and updating my blog. I’m so stuck with busyness…and I’m so tired.. I’m now working 7 days a week.. and it is so damn tiring.

I would like to imagine myself taking a break going for vacation, walking along a sandy beach, looking at the ocean… listening to the wind, wave and bird singing. If only I could do that. Kalau tak dapat jalan dekat beach.. pon dapat take 1 full leave n relax at home, I dah really appreciate.

The last time when I was so stressful chocolate is the answer. Not surprising, really, because most woman do like choclate. Many times when I think of giving myself a treat, I buy chocolate wait until everyone felt asleep I will light up candles in my house and quietly sat on the sofa eating chocolate by myself.. Chocolate is at the top of the list of guiltily hedonistic pleasures. You want to indulge yourself..... Eat some chocolate! You surrender to the decadence. You enjoy the moment and only feel guilty after all the evidence is gone. But the mood of eating chocolate to release my tensions seems to be faded, chocolate is no longer enough, I’m dying for more… but what??

My mother was very kind (with her tight schedule) enough to help me taking care of my two kids when I was so busy preparing my Ph D. proposal.. It was during school holiday.. when my mom took all my kids to Sungai Petani, Baling and straight away to Kota Bharu Kelantan. At least I did not feel that guilty for not taking my kids for holiday. I got a week for my self.. Thought of being romantic with my husband because the kids are not around, but we end up… arriving at home at 11.00 pm everyday, washing all the abju, kemas rumah ironing..and many more. But we able to steal some times by going for Indiana jone smovie and going for a late walk at up town, damansara. I’m so great full because my husband was so understanding and patience with me for the last 3 month. Thank God that I am bless with a wonderful and loving husband. He helps me a lot.. while I’m concentrating on my PhD. Proposals.

And know… after submitting the proposal I wish that I could take a break…

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